The Vision

Been reading about the 24-7 prayer movement in the book “Red Moon Rising”. In the book Pete Grieg relates a vision he had. Here’s the vision:

So this guy comes up to me and says, “What’s the vision? What’s the big idea?” I open up my mouth and the words come out like this…

The vision? The vision is Jesus: obsessively, dangerously, undeniably Jesus.

The vision is of an army of young people. You see bones? I see an army.

And they are free from materialism— They laugh at nine-to-five little prisons. They could eat caviar on Monday and crusts on Tuesday. They wouldn’t even notice. They know the meaning of the Matrix, the way the West was won.

They are mobile like the wind. They belong to the nations. They need no passport. People write their addresses in pencil and wonder at their strange existence. They are free yet they are slaves of the hurting, dirty and dying.

What is the vision? The vision is holiness that hurts the eyes. It makes children laugh and adults angry. It gave up the game of minimal integrity long ago to reach for the stars. It scorns the good and strains for the best. It is dangerously pure.

Light flickers from every secret motive, from every conversation. It loves people away from their suicide leaps—their Satan games. This is an army that would lay down its life for the cause. A million times a day, its soldiers choose to lose that they might one day win the great “well done” of faithful sons and daughters.

Such heroes are as radical on Monday morning as Sunday night.

They don’t need fame from names. Instead they grin quietly upwards and hear the crowds chanting again and again: “COME ON!” And this is the sound of the underground, the whisper of history in the making, foundations shaking, revolutionaries dreaming once again. Mystery is scheming in whispers, conspiracy is breathing… This is the sound of the underground.

And the army is disciple(in)ed— Young people who beat their bodies into submission. Every soldier would take a bullet for his comrade at arms. The tattoo on their back boasts “for me to live is Christ and to die is gain.”

Sacrifice fuels the fire of victory in their upward eyes. Winners. Martyrs. Who can stop them? Can hormones hold them back? Can failure succeed? Can fear scare them or death kill them?

And the generation prays like a dying man with groans beyond talking, with warrior cries, sulfuric tears and great barrow loads of laughter!

Waiting. Watching. 24-7-365.

Whatever it takes they will give: Breaking the rules, Shaking mediocrity from its cozy little hide, Laying down their rights and their precious little wrongs, Laughing at labels, Fasting essentials. The advertisers cannot mold them. Peer-pressure is powerless to shake their resolve at late-night parties before the cockerel cries.

They are incredibly cool, dangerously attractive on the inside. On the outside? They hardly care! They wear clothes like costumes: to communicate and celebrate, but never to hide.

Would they surrender their image or their popularity? They would lay down their lives, swap seats with the man on death row, guilty as hell: a throne of an electric chair.

With blood and sweat and many tears, with sleepless nights and fruitless days, they pray as if it all depends on God and live as though it all depends on them.

Their DNA chooses Jesus. He breathes out. They breathe in. Their subconscious sings. They had a blood transfusion with Jesus.

Their words make demons scream in shopping malls. Don’t you hear them coming?

Herald the weirdoes! Summon the losers and the freaks. Here come the frightened and forgotten with fire in their eyes! They walk tall and trees applaud. Skyscrapers bow. Mountains are dwarfed by these children of another dimension.

Their prayers summon the Hound of Heaven and evoke the dream of Eden.

And, this vision will be. It will come to pass. It will come easily. It will come soon.

How do I know? Because, this is the longing of creation itself, the groaning of the spirit, the very dream of God.

My tomorrow is His today. My distant hope is His 3-D. And, my feeble, whispered, faithless prayer invokes a thunderous, resounding, bone-shaking, great “AMEN!” from countless angels, from heroes of the faith, from Christ himself.

And He is the original dreamer, the ultimate winner. Guaranteed.

Ode to Thomas

It’s been a busy week. Came home from Copenhagen last night. Going to Sheffield for a week now. Sitting at the airport, waiting for my delayed flight to Manchester. So for the first time in a long time, I’ve got time to think. And nothing to do but write.

Some of you have asked me why I haven’t written anything in a long time. The reason is very simple: I haven’t prioritised it. I also wonder whether blogging is more introvert than extrovert, knowing that most bloggers I know are introverts. Perhaps you can prove me wrong. Anyway, I was prompted to start writing again by my friend Thomas Willer. To honour him, this post is called “Ode to Thomas”. And the second reason is that he gave me two bottles of excellent Brøkkhus beer. And the third is that Thomas joined TOM (see below).

I had a really good time in Copenhagen. I was there with my wife for the Scandinavian gathering of the Order o f Mission (TOM). The TOM gathering was the first of its kind in Scandinavia, and a really successful one at that. There were around 30 people from Denmark and Finland present. Some are already members, and some gathered to process what it might mean to become a member of TOM. Around 15 people joined as temporary members, and 3 became permanent. Meeting all these people and hearing their stories makes me proud to serve in their company. So an ode to the TOM guys!

Peter Tingleff, one of the Danish leaders said it well: We share in a common mission now. It is no longer your mission and my mission, but our mission. And the mission is to take the gospel to a needy world.

Figtive Works Podcast launched

I’m involved in a new Podcast, Kingdom Life, that’s gone live a week ago. We’ve got two episodes out now, interviewing Anders Michael Hansen and Steve Cockram.

Subscribe on iTunes, or listen to the podcast on www.figtiveworks.com!

Quick fix culture

We’re a quick fix culture. I wanna learn how to do business in a 2 day intensive course. I wanna learn how to heal people I pray for in a 2 day intensive course. I wanna learn new stuff by reading a 2 page summary. I wanna get rich without working. I wanna graduate without studying.

So what if life is more complex? What if you have to study 5 years to graduate? What if you have to live 15 years to learn? What if maturity really does come with learning from experience?

When you study Biblical leaders you can see this really clearly: most leaders have gone through periods of what we could call

building, breaking and blessing.

Look at Moses, for example. 40 years of training and blessing in Egypt. Then 40 years of training in the desert. Then 40 years of blessing. 40 years in the desert!

A guy called Stephen R. Covey (see previous post) studied management and self-help literature published in the US from 1776-1976. Fairly soon he could spot a trend; the literature from the roughly first 150 years and the literature from the roughly 50 last years were different. During the first 150 years of American history, almost all of these books focused on one theme: character. “If you live a life of integrity, honesty, and good character, you will prosper.” The more recent books focused on personality. “If you think this way, or do this, or smile that way, or understand this, you will prosper.” But barely no mention of character.

There’s an ancient fable about a farmer that has a goose that lays golden eggs. Every morning he gets one. So he sells it. The next morning he gets another one. And sells that one. This keeps going, and the farmer gets quite rich. But then one day he gets greedy. So he kills the goose, wanting to harvest all the golden eggs at once. Obviously (what a strange word to use in this circumstance), he finds none. So he doesn’t get all the gold at once. And since he killed the goose, he won’t get any more gold.

Having a good character, according to these American gurus before World War I, is a bit like having a goose that lays golden eggs. So what is the point of all of this? I think Covey is right. We need to start focusing more on our building good character, and less on finding quick fixes to our problems. Because if we sort out our “goose”, the fruit will come.

The Bible speaks of the same thing: What your heart is full of, your mouth will say. (No use in trying to focus on the mouth, focus on the heart.) Jesus talks about an inner well with living water that will overflow, quenching thirst eternally. He also speaks about him being the vine, and us being the branches. What does this mean?

Jesus can fill your heart. Jesus can create a well of living water within you, that will quench your thirst. Forever. Jesus can give you new life, so that you bear much fruit, if you’re connected to him.

He can change you from the inside out. And that’s the way lasting change works - from the inside out. Not the other way around.

And btw, the changing is seldom quick.

How to start a revival

When John Wesley was asked what he had done to start a revival, he answered:

I set myself on fire and people come to see me burning

Back from TOM Gathering

Came back from The Order of Mission Annual Gathering. Meeting TOM people always gives me a kick. People with a passion for Jesus, dedicated to His love and to each other, and with big hearts. Thank you, TOM members, I enjoy being family with you.

Mike Breen had a fantastic (”brilliant” for you brits) teaching series on Philippians. I don’t think my life will be the same after this. Some bits:

  • “For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain” (Phil. 1:21, NIV) – What can you say? Challenging words… And yet inspiring… Can I utter those words and mean them?

  • “He [Christ] made himself nothing; he took the humble position of a slave and appeared in human form” (Phil. 2:7, New Living Translation) – Jesus didn’t do all the stuff he did (miracles etc) through his divinity, he did it through his humility. He put himself in exactly the same position as us – in human form. He was dependent on the Father through the Spirit. So to follow Jesus, doing what he did (and even greater things) does not require divinity. It requires humility. Poor me.

  • “Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.” (Phil. 3:13-14, NIV) – In Phil. 3:3-11 Paul talks about all that he could boast of, but then chooses to “forget what is behind” and “strain toward what is ahead”. Am I stuck in all the stuff tying me back? Is my identity tied to my job? My money? My friends? My family? My education? Paul has left this behind, and can now say in chapter 4: “I can do everything through him who gives me strength.”

So where am I? Am I willing to humble myself? Am I willing to give it up? Am I willing to count Christ as gain and all else as loss? Phew, got a lot to think about now. But I know I won’t be the same.

Thanks again to all you TOM people. It was great hanging out with you.

St Toms’ Visitors’ Week June 2006

Have been in Sheffield for Visitors’ Week at St Thomas’ Church. As always, it’s been a time full of excitement and experiences. And problems, but more of that later. God is good! Just had to make a short exclamation.

Anyway, here’s a short list of reflections:

  • Passion – A friend of mine who was also attending the conference, and was here for the first time, approached me one evening: “These people are just so passionate! It’s unbelievable! They’re passionate about Jesus, about the Kingdom, about the church…” He is right. The people here are passionate. No wonder Mike Breen picked the name The Passionate Church for his book on Lifeshapes.

  • Seek Kingdom growth, not church growth – Mick Woodhead, the leader of St Thomas Crookes church was very articulate about this one. And he is right. “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” These are words of Jesus in Matt. 6:33. If you seek His Kingdom first, church growth will happen. But don’t go seeking church growth.

  • Voltage, Current and Resistance – Mike Breen shared a very helpful analogy concerning God’s power. We worry about why we don’t see God’s power manifested. If we believe the Bible, we have the same power source, the same voltage, as Jesus had. But the result is different. Why? We learn from the world of physics that when the voltage is the same, but the resulting current, power, is different, there must be a difference in the resistance of the electric cable. We have a higher resistance. How can we get rid of that? Study Philippians. I’ll get back to you on this one.

Here are some of my first ponderings. It’s truly been a remarkable week. Wife and baby boy arriving to England today, where we’ll enjoy a few days of holiday. On Friday we’re back in business, attending the Order of Mission Annual Gathering. That’s going to be fun. Will post back with some more thoughts, pictures, and video, as soon as I get my computer fixed.

Blessing

Been listening to a series of talks by a guy called Paul Maconochie, a pastor from Sheffield. Paul is a friend of mine, and a person I admire a lot. Simply because he’s not opted for the easy life, but been pressing himself to pursue the Kingdom of God in his own life. Paul is an incredibly humble man, and he’s taught me a lot, although he might not know it.

Just a nugget for all you leaders out there: Every breakthrough in every organization, be it a church, a company or a school, comes through a breakthrough in the leader’s own life. So if you want an “external” breakthrough, deal with your own internal barriers first, and get a breakthrough there. Paul, being a gifted teacher, could probably explain it a lot better… ;-)

Anyway, the talks I’ve been listening to are a part of a series on blessing held in St Thomas’ Church, Sheffield. These talks have truly been inspiring to me. Paul talks about living a life of blessing, having everything you need, at all times. Now this isn’t a “prosperity gospel”, teaching that if you follow God (or give 100 $ to Paul), you’ll get a Mercedes. But it means looking at the biblical topics of “look at the birds” etc. Does Jesus really mean that? Roughly 50 % of Jesus’ parables and talks were about money. How come we talk so little about money in our churches?

I thought I had engaged with the issue of God’s provision; after all, he’s given us a house to stay in, taken care of our needs, etc. But listening to this I realised how much I have missed out on by struggling to take care of things myself. I would really encourage you to get those talks. They are worth it. Will keep sharing some nuggets, I suspect, every now and then.

Stewardship

Have been thinking a lot about stewardship lately. How good of a steward am I? God reminded me about the story on stewards and stewardship in Matt. 25. Will I hear the words “Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master’s happiness!” Or will it be: “You wicked, lazy servant! So you knew that I harvest where I have not sown and gather where I have not scattered seed? 27Well then, you should have put my money on deposit with the bankers, so that when I returned I would have received it back with interest.”

How do I deal with the gifts and resources I’ve been given? How do I handle money? How do I do with time? With the people I’ve been given? With my family?

Perhaps reflecting can be good at times…?

Cathedral burning

The cathedral of the Porvoo dioceseThe cathedral of the Porvoo diocese, the part of the Finnish Lutheran church that I belong to, lost its roof last night in a fire. The cathedral, which was built in the 13th century, was one of the oldest in Finland. The roof was completely destroyed, but it is still unclear how much damage has been caused to the interior.

I have been thinking a lot about the state of the church lately. Somehow this gives an odd, prophetic twist to the whole discussion…

Now anything can enter.

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